Here goes nothing.....

Well everyone says you need an outlet and this is my attempt at that. I am really starting to wonder if having a baby is in the cards for us. It shouldn't be so difficult, you grow up, get married and start a family. Not so. I was diagnosed with polycystic ovarian syndrome (PCOS) in April. Is it easier knowing what is wrong? I honestly can't answer that because I just feel broken. My body doesn't want to work the way it is supposed to.

I sit here on cycle day 17 and no positive OPK. Will it come later? Possibly. Do I think it will? No. I just think the Clomid does nothing for me. The one year mark of TTC (trying to conceive) has come and gone. At this moment I am not sure how I feel about that. I knew there would be trouble, but my doctor was so positive it would only take a few months. We are still in the beginnig stages of this journey, so many have gone through so much more and still have not reached their goal. Will I be one of those? I can't say, I still like to think that I have hope.